Lost Love

It was you, it was always you.

When I first met you,

I had no idea how much I would love you.

When I first saw you,

I couldn’t bear to imagine my life without you.

You were always such a great person to me.

It was hard to let you be with someone else other than me.

My feelings for you will always be the same,

Nothing can ever change.

We’re working on ourselves right now,

We’re lost in two universes,

Oh, how crazy does that sound?

I hope one day you will see the love I have for you,

The love that I know you so desperately need.

I wanna make you happy,

But you’re so caught up in the drinking,

That it’s so blurry for you to see.

You bottle up your emotions in the bottles,

That you end up chokin’.

I wish I can be the comfort you look into,

When you’re smoking or when you contemplate

How to stay in the right sexual desire motion.

You’re hurting, and I’m hurting too,

Wouldn’t it be wonderful,

If we could turn our hurt into something new?

I hope one day we can be together,

And make things for us so much better.

I’ll wait for you,

Cause good things in life never come in two.

Our love will show one day,

And when it does I just hope we’re ready to do things right.

I care about you,

More than you ever knew.

Yeah, it was you,

And it will always be you.

…Kelsey Rodriguez